Night Cry

The world of dancing nude,
for the bucks, killing me words so lewd

touching me all over,
men get so boner

they use me relentlessly,
brutal men sneaks out safely

"i offer you my body, not the soul"

i have my kids
licking the bowl,

can't feed them,
bread a night

how i face my kids tomorrow,
hooker you are yells my sorrow

The colder Sun

Orange feels bitter white
Fainting dark no light

Where lurks the splendid sun
Left the earthy spring undone

Grow me back the grass
I grew, pillow'd my pash

The green craving for light
Bleak shine not so bright


This heteronomy irks my
Exultant run, take me to
Another world where rise
A warmer sun

THE WINTER LETTER

So Autumn was my life and so Gray i had been all the time.Handful days i have, winters to fall so far hurts so bad.

If just had one more day, i would have told you the words i can't break.The times i held your hand,warming up my soul in winter stand, the times we had walk along the road snowy lanes chokin' my throat, the times hiding for the drinks we had, now sitting along the frozen lake , counting my days.

Can't even breathe but this heart still screams, Just once hold my hand let me feel you, breathe you, dissolve you in  my eyes and hold these tears, speak up! just speak up from somewhere, this silence is deafening.Touch me, give me a happy death free me from all the heft.Dear beloved will meet in my springs.